dustwing:
Two people tried to kill him. Obviously it was his parents, how else would he be so fucked up in the head? Idk whether to feel sorry or keep being a jackass, my inferior sick dog mind can't figure it out etc
@dust wtf?.. nobody asks you to feel sorry! i don't need your sorry ass.. i'm not a begger! i just state my case - if you agree or not, that's your decision. so err?.. well when i was 11?.. there was this girl Ioana Andra. she came unexpectadly at my home when it was my birthday she brought me presents and well i guess we both had a good time?.. but back then i didn't feel love, i didn't have errections yet sooo?.. i didn't really care much for girls. i didn't know she loves me. one of the presents was a book. in romanian its name means "Commando thru the sad rain" but the real english title if you want to search for it, is "Slow walk in a sad rain". it's about the war in vietnam but i'm not fond of reading so i didn't read the book until i was 16. and even so, i didn't fully read it but it was kind of funny. so next year, when i was 12, i started to have errections almost every day but my penis was only like 10 cm and the dickhead wasn't thicker than the rest of the penis like it is now. also my hunger for girls was just in the beginning phase althou i think that my hunger for flesh began long ago when i was 9. so when i was 9 i once saw this fat piece of shit he had this big belly.. and i felt like i want to squeeze his belly in my hands. like i want to pull his belly and rip out his stomach and pluck his guts out. it felt very funny...
it was like some kind of sadism maybe, i don't know. when i was 11 my parents bought me the first computer - i had a HC2000 (HC = home computer) before and another err?.. playstation or something. i don't know what it was but it had lots of games on it and it had to be connected to the TV. once my cousin who is 3 years older than me came at my house and he played a boxing game on this playstation thing. and he beaten the computer so bad that it got stuck. anyway so in 1996 when i was still 11 they bought me a 586 and what else could i talk about with my classmates than games.. and one day this girl Ana Maria Olteanu, she was always acting so tough to me, she was the teacher's daughter but she didn't get along with her mother. so she told me how all my games are crap, that quake is much better than duke nukem 3d, doom, heretic etc. she's just a shithead bitch but she looked much better than other girls and since she had an attitude, it was something i couldn't understand and for some weird reason i liked her more. here's a photo with her. she doesn't look as good as before thou
so when i got 12, i invited like half of my class mates at my birthday. it was my parents' idea in fact. honestly, i didn't give a shit if they'd come or not. but since i received gifts from everybody and they all treated me as their friend in the future, including Ana, i guess it was ok. in the summer hollyday when i was 12 i also been in a school trip for 10 days. Andra was there too and they had this place in open air where each evening punks gathered to dance.. of course i didn't feel like dancing - but if she proposed i couldn't refuse so i understood that for some weird reason she really likes me althou?.. i don't know, i liked her a bit but her presence was stressing me. i didn't even know how to react. one day she took a mop and chased me. and when i was cornered, she tried to hit me in the balls with the mop.. well that was funny but how could i tell her that i like another girl. and when i started talking with other boys about sex, about my penis and all that, girls overheard me and they started to like me. so there was Andra who liked me, Monica who asked to be friends, Iulia asked my best friend Petre to tell me that she wants to be my girlfriend, Laura who got angry at me when i refused her (she didn't look good), Alexandra got even more mad but she looked almost like a boy. there was another girl i liked but she didn't like me! it was radu silvia. i'm taurus and she's capricorn so we'd get along good since we're both earth signs. she had this voice sounding like a cristal. and her breasts were so pointy. and most of all, her butt was so rude.. i was already 13 now and she let me kiss and hug her, or touch her places even during class hours but she never let me to touch her under her clothes.. or have sex. my hands are always cold but her body was so warm and soft! it was driving me wild! one day i hugged her from behind and i felt her big soft butt on my dick! and i felt like.. i'm melting.. like i'm getting weak. and my breathing was shaking.. i wanted to fuck her right there like an animal! but she told me to ler her go.. and i just couldn't! so she jumped out of my arms and she started crying.. wtf.... so err?.. teachers learned about what happened. and when they did, they told my parents and they moved me to another school. and since that incident with silvia i began to be more shy with girls. no talks about penis, about sex, no more kiss no more hugs.. just learning crap for school.. but at the new school i met another girl.. mangea cristina.. well?.. i THOUGHT she was a girl, really.. i never imagined back then what a monster i'm dealing with. she used to come at me during breaks and talk about her shit, complain about her parents, gossip about teachers and classmates, sometimes she used to put her arm over my shoulders - no girl did that to me in the past sooo?.. i thought maybeee?.. this girl really likes me. but she was always acting so serious to me, it's like love is some sort of business.. since she was taurus too just like me?.. and she had this flawless skin, a warm voice (and her body was warm too) i started to like her. we used to play chase each other and she did scandenberg with me too. to my surprise she won each time and even very easy.. one time she pretended like she's losing and she almost let me win.. and when i was centimeters away she suddently pushed my hand back and i lost.. but err?.. one day after she was named boss of the class, the main teacher gave her a task, i don't remember what. and when the teacher asked about it, suddently she jumped up from her bench and she started to cry saying "i tried, believe i really did but" or something like that, i don't recall. that's the first time when i began to understand that maybe there is something a little weird about this.. "girl".. another time i made an experiment back home - since we learned at school about electrolysis and that oxygen can dysolve into water at high pressure, this way creating oxygenated water, H2O2 instead of H2O which is normal water, i thought to make a simple device which would create H2O2. so i took a box and i placed aluminum foils at both ends. then i placed both wires in the box so that electrolysis happens inside the box, i closed it good so that water or gas can't get out, and i started electrolysis with a device my father made. since the hydrogen couldn't dysolve back in the water, only oxygen did. so i created H2O2. as proof, both aluminum foils weren't bright anymore, they became white because they got oxydated. so if the oxygen gas would oxydize one foil, the gas couldn't reach the foil in the opposite direction because it couldn't get under water unless it would dysolve and create H2O2. and err?.. when i shown my great discovery at school?.. in the break cristina came to me and said "but can you make H2O2 from this?" and she spit her hand and shown me! what a crazy shithead.. i'm telling you - these romanians are worse than any nation.. you can't meet such a girl not even at those fascist germans or the jews. and one day when this shit got in my bench she put her arm over my shoulders, layed her head on me and started moaning in my ear like she'd have sex or something.. and she was smiling.. later on, during a school break, after we played for a while, she stopped she came at me and after a few words, she told me to look her in the eyes and say if i love her.... well the truth is maybe back then i did love her because i had no idea what a shithead she really is. but i said i don't. so she got angry, we also went in the same highschool together, it's a very long story and err?.. yes.. in 2006 when my parents were not home, this piece of shit came with her father and ambushed me while i went out of my house to shop food. i don't know how she found out my parents are not home for 3 days, and i didn't tell anybody that i'm going out of my house. so imagine this.. we met at 13 years old.. in 2006 i was 21. 21 - 13 = 8. after 8 years that shithead still didn't leave me alone. we met recently too in november 2010. i was just taking a walk around the city and at one moment there comes this luxurious car which stops near me.. a bitch came out but i didn't bother to look at her until she turned around and looked me right in the face. she had this shitty expression like "you want something?.." so i had to come from behind and show my respect.. of course if i'd have attacked her it would end real bad i guess..... so all i did was to step on her foot while she was walking. then she stopped right in front of me like a statue and she made this surprised faked scared sound like she suddently filled her lungs with air. but?.. i'm a polite person.. so i had to say "pardon me".. after which, i spit in her way. i had photos on my computer with this shithead but i deleted them all. i don't want to see its face ever agin
swat_kats:
LMB, you just completely contradicted your argument about communism with this. First you say that communism isn't bad in ideology and is ruined by the example of bad leadership; yet you say that all germans are total fascists and the alike as portrayed in WWII. However this was only in the example of Hitler's reign.
@swat err?.. first, my impression about hitler is very blurry. i can't decide so easy if he was a good or bad guy because at first glance all he tried to do is expand his country. then he killed some 6 million jews but since jews are worse than germans, i don't know - maybe he did a good thing with this. history is always written by the winner and since we didn't live ww2 it's too hard to say what really happened there. the important thing is that the germans followed hitler like sheep only because they thought he'd bring them victory. and to give another example of this retarded sheep behaviour of the germans, who always follow those who'd bring them success no matter what happens to other people, i'll talk about Nietzsche. he was considered a philosopher.. the truth is, he was an ANTI-philosopher! this piece of shit says he considers himself an immoralist. he said that morality is useless, is only a way of the slave to protest against their master that he is cruel. i definetely cannot agree with this, i think morality should be the first quality a person should have. so err?.. i think it happened like this.. in the past people viewed morality as a burden, as a responsability. as a weight which pressed on their shoulders.. so this nietzsche came and said "i'm the great philosopher nietzsche and i reached the conclusion that morality is crap. stop being moral" and everybody said "oooow! wonderful! you're such a genius! now we don't have to care for nobody but our own person!" if this happened 50 years before WW2.. how can you assume that after 50 years since WW2 the germans have changed? on the contrary - once i was looking on air rivals forum and some guy posted lyrics from a song. they were not offensive, just lyrics. and werewolf the forum moderator, he came and deleted the lyrics on the reason that in germany, it's ILLEGAL to post lyrics on websites !!! WHAT THE FUUUUCK ?!?!?! I MEAN?!.. ARE YOU CRAZY?! i read on google and i found out there was some law in 2007 which was given because of piracy. so if you download a movie or music in germany thru illegal ways, you get jailed for 2 years. and if you share illegal media, this way helping others to obtain it, you can get jailed longer for up to 5 years. well err?.. maybe i can understand about piracy but lyrics?! that's fascism. and another great problem - in germany you are not allowed to talk about ww2! did you know that?! i found this after i got banned on funkylazerz for having the svastica logo on my brigade theclawclan... a gm told me this. so you're simply not allowed to talk about the truth! that's fascism all the way. so no matter what you say about hitler, you can see that the population followed both him and nietzsche. even if nietzsche died in a mental asylum (it's true, look on wikipedia), instead of viewing nietzsche as a psychopath as he really was, everybody treats him as a phylosopher! that's how i show that germans are all sick. and then?.. you can just look on myspace. simply browse photos of germans and compare them with americans - americans look much better so it means they're more healthy.
) It's been awhile, i promise you they've changed
